Saturday, May 22, 2010
So my husband got laid off the week after our wedding, and recently found a job. Which is so great! It takes a little pressure off, because on my salary it was really tight and we barely did anything. We have not taken a honeymoon, we don't go on dates, go to dinner....not much. So I am very grateful that we have two incomes coming in now.
But tonight I am sitting here all by myself until 11 pm and it creeps me out! I am such a scaredy cat! I don't know how people live by themselves. I have lived in dorms by myself, and in my own room in a house full of girls in my sorority or with my family, but never really alone. Every noise, I think is there someone in the house?! I know it is crazy, but it is just how I feel. Probably doesn't help that I watch all of these shows like NCIS and CSI where people are constantly getting attacked...but whatev.
Does anyone else feel this way or am I the only chicken around?
I did have my family and some family friends of ours over, and their children re-affirmed my feelings of not being ready for kids. OMG, talk about birth control! But it was really fun to have some coctails and Mexican food on our deck.
Hope you are all having a great weekend :)